What to do When the Universe is Broken

So, let me state for the record, I do not actually believe law of attraction breaks.  I do not believe the Universe itself ever really falls out of alignment.  That said, heavens, it sure seems like it sometimes.  I know I’m not alone in this sentiment.  Just about everyone I know who follows Law of Attraction asks themselves this question from time to time.

The first week in July my beloved best friend Mozart the Pug got an oral tumor.  After a surgery, biopsy, a lot of upset and trauma, we got the not so good news that this thing in his mouth, we occasionally refer to as Ted, is a malignant melanoma.  The report was this is supposedly the worst imaginable kind of cancer.   After having the tumor removed – it’s grown back.  My current daily schedule involves a whole lot of dosing my poor puppy with endless doses of alternative medicine remedies and supplements on a fairly strict schedule.   We are currently scheduled for another surgery in a couple of days.

My oldest son moved to Portland this Summer.  It’s only two hours away, but I miss him terribly.  He was home yesterday and needed to go pick up his car which had broken down.  He asked me to take the hour drive with him.  As much as I miss him and want to spend time with him, I told him I couldn’t.   I didn’t want to leave Mozart.  I mean, there’s medicine to be given, and schedules to follow, and I need to be staring at him constantly because my staring at him is surely keeping him alive…

Really?

I ask myself all the time, how the hell did I attract this?  What  was I “vibing” that brought on malignant melanoma???   What did I do to deserve this?  Nothing!!!  Surely I’ve always had a very clear vision that Mozart will live until I’m 50.  We had an agreement in my head that I imagined he signed on to.  I’m far from 50.  What gives? THE UNIVERSE IS BROKEN!!!

Well, probably not.  Ok – certainly not.

So, what is a girl, (or a guy) do when it feels like the Universe is broken???  Simple.
Have fun anyway.  So, as I gave myself that little pep talk today about having fun anyway, I must admit, I can’t really think of anything that sounds like fun.  I mean, I have to stare at Mozart.  I have even enlisted my dear friend Jeanette to stare at him with me.  If I was out having fun she’ be staring at him alone.  That actually happened one night and he had a seizure while she was on staring duty alone and I was at dinner. Can’t have that happen again!

Or maybe I could lighten up just a bit, take a deep breath.  Maybe I could have a couple of drinks while I stare at Mozart.  Maybe I could also put on some Bob Marley to stare at him with.  Maybe I could do fun things, even if it sucks.  Maybe I could pretend to be having fun until relief sets in.

Alrighty.  Mozart has surgery on Friday.  Party at my house all day long!

Bottom line, when everything is out of whack, have fun anyway.  The Universe always conspires on my behalf, always, every single time.  While it’s doing it’s work, may as well get my party groove on, (or bubble bath groove).  I have a feeling Mozart will be relieved if I was distracted with something fabulously fun long enough to forget some of his medicine and stop staring at him.  Universe might be happy to see me get out of the way too.